Having a one year old granddaughter I have recently witnessed the
advent of walking in a child. She stood, wavering, falling. She soon
took a step or two. Later a streak of steps, weaving left and right,
before again falling. At first she required an object to pull up on to
stand and begin, then later developed the ability to stand from the
floor. Her walking at 13 months still wavers on uneven ground, and
falling still happens frequently, although she gains speed daily.
When
babies learn to walk, we expect such stops and starts. Once we have
mastered it, we never think about it. This morning as you awakened, you
didn't think about putting your feet on the floor and heading off to the
bathroom or wherever you start your day.
Walking is underrated and underappreciated. Until you can't walk.
Two
weeks ago before writing this I underwent a foot surgery, a minor out
patient procedure to remove a neuroma (a benign tumor) from the ball of
my foot. The presence of the neuroma had caused pain while walking for
about and year and a half, and to maintain a healthy walking habit,
needed to be excised. And in come the crutches.
A
few years ago I severely sprained my ankle and required a season of
crutching, which I abhorred. My son can travel on crutches and keep up
with anyone, even on stairs. I have a stair phobia from falling down a staircase at church as a child and gaining a black eye, so I'm not about to
do a staircase on crutches. I scoot down and up on my bottom. So
elegant.
Having to crutch to the bathroom in the middle
of the night, when I often weave on two good feet, and negotiate all
that with one foot, makes me long for healing, yesterday even. So when I was
able to again put some weight on my recovering heel, I did so. Finally!
No crutches!
After a weekend of that, I returned to my
crutches, as the foot pain wouldn't let me sleep. More healing needed, and more patience.
During this season of restriction, I
have reminded myself that some people never heal. They live permanently
in a wheelchair or have prosthetic limbs. Some folks older and weaker
than me can't use crutches for a minor recovery. For some people, the
fullness of healing and easy movement won't return until heaven's final
healing.
I want to keep my eyes open for those around
me battling various obstacles to their daily travel, perhaps I can open a
door or at least smile some encouragement. Walking can be more than
just physical as well, some folks struggle to progress in other ways,
spiritual, developmental, patience can be needed from the rest of us to
encourage the strugglers to not give up.
One of my
favorite gospel moments happens when the four friends lower the
paralyzed man through the roof to get Jesus' attention. Jesus doesn't
immediately heal him. It's so obvious they expected this for their
friend. But instead Jesus forgives him, clearly more important for the
man than walking. To prove he could forgive sins, Jesus tells the man to
stand up and walk. No crutches needed, no mat, no friends to carry him,
imagine! But the greater gift that day lie in the forgiveness.
So
too despite whatever we or others face physically, the greater challenge
lies in spiritual wholeness. Even if we can't get out of bed or off that
stretcher, our hearts can be healed and cleansed. That's what mattered
to Jesus.
Tuesday, March 13, 2018
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